Friday, September 17, 2010
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
Thursday, September 09, 2010 Hello i'm back
The blogging mood somehow got on me and i have no idea if it's gonna be long.

It's september! Time flies SO FAST in year 2, it's really a entirely different thing from being in year 1. I still remember having the time of my life last year, which pretty much explains the extra stress that i got this year. Yknow, what with all the catching up with the studies AND learning new stuffs. I barely even get to know all my new classmates and soon we're gonna sit for promo2.

LIKE CRAZY. I can't believe i'm so near to A-levels, just a year and a few months more.
Monday, July 19, 2010 William shakespeare
When i got enough confident,
the stage was gone.

When i was sure of losing,
i won.

When i needed people the most,
they left me.

When i learnt to dry my tears,
i found a shoulder to cry on.

When i mastered the skill of hating,
somebody started to love me.
When after waiting for dawn, i fell asleep,
the sun came out.

"That's life"
Saturday, July 17, 2010
"Sometimes when I look at you, I feel I’m gazing at a distant star. It’s dazzling, but the light is from tens of thousands of years ago. Maybe the star doesn’t even exist any more. Yet sometimes that light seems more real to me than anything."

— Haruki Murakami
Thursday, July 15, 2010
No matter how much i need you, i would let you go if you don't need me as much, or more, in your life. Because i don't deserve you, i deserve better.