Hiez

I feel sorry about going crazy after school today. My classmates must be thinking i'm damn happy that's why but neh, fat hope. I was actually feeling very depressed because things are way too bad for me to handle, so i needed to relieve the stress out.

Anyway school for me has ended although it's only thursday because tomorrow is TPMS. And i feel damn happy because the week hasn't been nice, somethings about the school made me feel so discouraged to enjoy. Even the people, i usually don't just keep quiet towards people i don't like. But i thought i should believe that it's because i haven't seen their good side yet.

The nicest plan tomorrow should be staying home and sleep. But i would've wasted a good day away. Should i go out the damn house and study with AFHY?

Stupid blogger still cannot upload pix _|_

"Learn to laugh at yourself"

HAHAHA hi Sylvia or Nutz you call yourself: How stupid of you to think that way, why are you having so much hopes? Stop wishing for more, from your family, from your friends, and even from xxx. HAHAHA stop thinking xxx will change for you, because if he did you wouldn't have been so disappointed these two days.

HAHA and oh, your results sucks. Teachers are having bad impression of you, friends think that you are so dumb you can't produce good results. You still had to see big-headed people bragging in front of you. HAHAHA

HAHAHA you're a lousy piece of shit, but one good thing is that no matter how bad you are, you still accept yourself for who you are.

I really hope things would become better, or else i will fucking shoot myself in the head and die.