"Often people attempt to live their lives backwards. They try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want, so they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then do what you need to do, in order to have what you want."

I'm always saying i want to do this and that but i've never started doing. I kept thinking that i was still young and i didn't had the ability. But think again, i'm already 17 and still stuck in this vicious cycle of wanting more and not giving.

I'm sick of doing the same thing everyday. Going to school, copying homework, playing and waiting for someone to inspire me.. you know it's just like living just for the sake of living.

So, i thought one of the wisest things i did in the new institute that i'm barely in for 6 months was signing up as an xxx. It's really time for a change, time to do something different.

If i can't find an inspiration, i will have to do the job myself.