Sometimes in class i don't feel my presence. It's like i have this feeling that if i just walk away, no one is gonna notice it. Maybe there were too many of us or i'm not significant enough. Maybe there was somebody else who's worth more the attention. It feels so different because in the past people will notice me perhaps because i'm funny/loud/crazy. Now, everyone are all in their own clusters, without me. I'm like just a nobody that follows them around.

I don't know, sometimes i feel i shouldn't be there.