I wish i'm still out there having fun eating and not able to contact anyone because now that i'm back, i'm surrounded with the same stupid things again. Same feeling of like i have no friends and everyone who's supposed to love me so damn much (ok lah not love me but at least be my friend and go out with me ok) is out there enjoying themselves without me.

WITHOUT ME.

Am i really that ugly or do i have some body odour that smells like rotten eggs? Are you guys so ashamed to be spotted with me out the streets? Or am i so fat that you can't sit with me in the bus or it's because i'm always late?

Yknow, it's easy. If you don't like how i look then pay the bills for my plastic surgery, if i smell that bad then buy me some deodorant, if i'm fat then uhm.. there's surely something to do about it. If you bu shuang i'm late then sorry i can't change that. But if you are not willing then just go away already.

Dangz, all of you are bringing my self-esteem down and i don't like that. Cut me some slack, love me or leave me. Be my friend and like me for who i am or you can just be with whoever you want so i can move on with my life.

Don't float around in my life if you don't like me, i don't need pity or any fake friends. If that's the case i'd rather be alone. kthxbye