You know what, i'm just the most unlucky girl.

First, i didn't like my new class. I don't like how everyone's so unfamiliar to me, i don't like why hazelin is not here with me and i really hate how quiet i am. And i don't know why people change.. yknow those people who used to be close with you, isn't anymore. Plus wed's training suck. And that was an understatement.

hahaha but i like thursday, because things started to change and i was laughing and having fun the whole day. I'm starting to like my class. Plus after all these, the true friends whom i always thought was absent in my life were always there. Thank you trish and pam i loveeee the both of you so much hehehe.

But that doesn't change, i'm still the most unlucky person.

My toe started to swell and pus keep appearing. My sister had it before and she had a mini operation where her nails was removed. Sad thing is? BOTH my toe is having this problem (so much for 'all in this together')

Then on friday's training i fell knees down on the field and slipped while dumping the ball and almost did a half-split. Then i was (just) walking when i tripped on the fence webs and fell, and sprained my leg. So my uncle, who's a chinese doctor, did acupuncture on me and i had to drink a cup of medicine that tastes like omg-hell.

Oh and i have major cramps(even my butt) after all these crazy exercising. The cramps are so major and painful that i couldn't even differentiate them with my sprain.

Whatever i do now, especially when i sit down and stand up, is SO painful. Everything is basically slow motion for me. Sometimes when i walk i'll suddenly jerk backwards and i have to balance myself or else i'll fall, and i don't really walk... i slide/glide around the house. And i literally have to go to the toilet even when i don't wanna pee because when i eventually reach there, i'll feel like peeing.

So sad i have to take like 10mins to flip to the other side of the bed and 1 hour to bathe plus i can't have my blanket on my feets because my toe would hurt. All these are not all and not the worst because..

THIS MORNING MY MUM HAD TO HELP ME GET OUT OF MY BED AND MY DAD HAD TO HELP ME PICK UP MY CHIPS CRUMBS THAT I DROPPED ON THE FLOOR.

Hi i'm sylvia, i am a handicap. I glide around like i'm pregnant in a house that's not built for the handicaps. In just three letters i can sum up my life: FML.