Tuesday, June 22, 2010
All alone in the room at night, listening to my favourite tunes with everyone else asleep. It's not exactly peaceful. I can hear my sister's sneeze seconds ago, i hear my fan, i hear the music. But my heart is quiet. It's so lonely i can break into tears.

At days like tonight, days when i battle with my sleepy nerves and procrastination, I used to have my sister, either there battling with me or just being a company for me. And no matter how difficult it seems, i never wanted to cry a single tear because she's there, and i'm not alone.

She's now overseas, i feel selfish.

& i'm crying.