Tuesday, June 15, 2010
I see that you're happy without me. It kinda sucks, but i'm glad you did. It shows how i fail at being a friend that someone will miss having when something bad happens. I hate how we have became now. I wished we would be back to the past, but it won't happen so i'm hoping i would be able to get myself out of your life entirely, i'm hoping i would soon have that courage to.

Because it sucks, i dislike the fact that i know what's going on with your life yet i'm not even a percentage of it. It might be a good idea for our friendship to just fade into the background as time goes by. And till then onwards i shall put whatever memories of us into that small part of my mind, which i would occasionally take it out to reminisce. I hate this idea, but i see that it'll be for the best of us, for you and me.

And this will be the last time i cry because of this.